A wise friend once told me,

Promotion comes from God.

Some people call it luck,
some call it a coincidence.
but i know its got to be my Jesus ^^

THANK YOU LORD HAHAHAHS

i got into the Pre-University Seminar 2008!
only 25 candidates are selected to participate in this
annual event each year-
and this year i m a Researcher for the event!
all i can say is: Hallelujah! God is amazing!! ^^

and thats not all!
the results for Chem Paper One just came out-
and i got an A!
well its a solid just-made-the-mark A,
but im not complaining cuz its my first ever!

given that chem is my weakest subject
its a major step forward!

Praise God for my result!
Really even though i have no idea what God might
have in store for me-
i know i have nothing to fear cuz i m in Go(o)d hands ^^

read an article from a freelance writer on his

thanking a special someone for changing his life at a pivotal

turning point.

thinking about the people who have changed mine right now...

realised that there are so many- and they always change,

though there are those that always remain in that

secret place in your heart- and above all

Jesus Christ (whom i want to place above all in my heart)

because studies, money, relationships, food, you name it, just

cant fill that void of being spiritually empty

and i guess its true you can only be hungry when you

were fed and filled before, because being numb of the presence

of God is terrifying. Just that word describes it already- numb.

you cant feel His presence cant hear His voice, and worse,

you know that Hes not there.

and thats when you start realised that its because you ve covered

it with prioritizing it with so many other things...

and so thank God when you take a step towards Him, He takes
a million towards us because its true,

that even if its the smallest and tiniest of voices

its His voice from the depths of Your heart speaking...

dont really care if nobody understands me, but thats just

how i feel... and thats why i treasure my time with God more now

thinking of the times He pulled me up, again and again...

if God isnt real, nothing else really is.

Thank You Lord for Yanyu coming to church on Good Friday!

praying for her... Lord that she may know and love you

and thank You for coming into her life just as you have mine =)

EASTER SUNDAY rawked!!
hahahahs its always amazing how
sunday service makes me feel
refreshed and today was really special

pastor and glenn shared testi!! there was water baptism!!
i made friends with Brandon and Kenneth and Yu Chang
and Brandon is a Lee Kuan Yew Scholar!
woahhs
hahahas okay i gotta stop being so easily impressed
with the achievements of people- Gods level of love
means everyone is equally loved and is judged by their
heart, not works!

i wanna be hungry for God.
i wanna be in that presence again!

esp todays message which struck a chord

peace within myself- peace with people- world peace?
which is logical until you consider

peace within myself?

the road is long
the valleys deep
the oceans wide in front of me


and HoGcians all sing the next line... ^^

Thank You for being there-
the paper feels good, but you never know
when its your weakest subject =X

sometimes i feel like i m an amoeba.
an amoeba responds accordingly to its surroundings.

burn it, and it shields away.
give it food, and it just eats.

thats kinda pathetic right?

im glad to say im not as insecure as i used to be =)
still there are areas in my life i still have to change.

i know i can cuz i have You.
i know that the Devil tells me i cant;
but he can go back to hell.

its been two days into my block test!!

yipes math paper was a killer but thank goodness
its done and over with-

the scary part was at the first hour when i felt like
i was actually going to give up.

ell now either you sit down and cry then move on with life

or you take up your chem book and start pia-ing for organic chem

or you can like me,
do both.

welll i didnt cry but that doesnt mean i wasnt ready to.. *sniff
hahhahs
on a happier note my tl chew theng is bringing three friends
to church this sunday!
peifu manns and its gonna be Easter soon!

people its going to be Good Friday!
no its not just about chocolate eggs and bunnies but
its also about celebrating the resurrection of Jesus Christ!

i wanna bring glory to God with my studies and results!!

if you do not fear the Lord,
you will definitely fear many other things in life that are,

ahems-
so not worth it.

i am not gonna lose it.
mr bong says we gotta aim before we shoot but really
studying like i have the past two days feel like i ve been firing

bullets at some ghastly sinister beast hidden in the blackness-

ya cant tell if you hit it until you hear the screams.

oh and had a funny revelation today!
was wearing my perfectionist shirt, and that got me thinking.

if i am nobody, then im perfect./
NObody is God then, cuz God is Perfect =)
also i wanna be SOMEbody, so i guess i cant be perfect.

oh and i have found out the secret to praying in faith!
kudos to dear chew theng for revealing
its fundamental essence:

Trust in God and believe in faith that your prayer will come true. ^^

praise and extol and honour the King of heaven,

all of whose works are truth, and His ways justice.

Daniel 4:37

i want to have a new revelation of how great and good you are,
everyday. =)

enter into his courts with thanksgiving and praise!

Thank you Lord for tuna sandwiches made by me!
(the secret to is to add us imported iceberg lettuce) ^^

my heart aches for something thats missing-

and it seems like im too far gone sometimes.

as if i ve strayed too far and lost the sight and direction.

or as if i ve found a new path and started following it without
thinking.

i love my life. and everyday's been amazing. ^^

cant help but feel im so close to getting something-
but i have no idea what it could be.

mugging for studies, cca, friends and family and

my piano grade seven in three days.

God if i do pass this round, its all because of You.

and may your name be glorified if its the last thing i do!

how do we glorify something thats already so glorious!

Glory Be to His Name on the Highest!

gotta have real faith. =)

its the channel that keeps my spirit alive.